~Shimmy Lorraine


Speration I no longer want to be here held back chained upSperation
I want my own place my own time
my own space
I want to regain my sleep my happiness my self
I want to be happy to sing to dance
I no longer love him like i should don't want him don't miss him
But I want to be able to leave without the pain without hurting him


I miss her soI miss her so, she was so perfect.I miss her so
I miss her so, she was always unserstanding
I miss her so, she was always there for me
I miss her so, I lost the only true love I know
I miss her so, And i feel like it's my fault
I miss her so, I spent some of my best days with her
I miss her so, I cry for her all the time
I miss her so, I can only hope that she forgives me
I miss her so, and I prey that i never lose her
I miss her so, her embrace was so perfect
I miss her so, her voice was so angelic
I miss her so,


I wonderDo you see what i'm seeing now? Can you see the stars in the sky? Sometimes i wonder if your looking at it with me.I wonder
Do you think of me, Like i think of you? Do you wonder about me too? Somethimes i really wish you did.
How do you see me in your mind? Do you see the beauty that i see? Do you wonder like i wonder?
I wonder what your thinking now? How do you dream now? How do you sleep now?
I wonder is it at all like the way i reamber? I wish i were with you now. I wish you wanted to be with me too, i really wonder if you do? &nb


NumbNumb, absoluty numb, no pain, no hurt no giult, no shame Just numbNumb
Of all the things to feel something, Numb I should feel so much worse dirty & wrong shameful & low but nothing, just numb
Dose that mean i dont love him like i think i do? No, it couldn't, but then shouldn't this hurt? Cuz, i dont hurt about this, so what dose that mean? I'm so confused
Numb, absoluty numb no pain, no hurt no guilt, no shame Just numb


The Meaning of LifeI can tell you how to stay up all night awake in bed Make you remember every single little thing he ever said I can teach you how to smile when all you want to do cry Make you laugh at everything that ever was a lie I can love you - make you never need anyone else So that all day you are in and out of dizzy spells I can lie to you and make you think that black is white Touch your lips with mine and make you cry out every night It's so simple - can't you see how much I truely care Everytime I dream I see you, you are always there I wish to touch you, taste you, share with you my heartThe Meaning of Life
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The nastiest thing i've ever seen.
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"What else is love but understanding and rejoicing in the fact that another person lives, acts, and experiences otherwise than we do ? "
- Friedrich Nietzsche
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Dear God... Protect me from your followers...
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